Climate Reanalyzer went down for like half an hour just now and I almost started panicking.

I didn't realise just how much I've been relying on CR to keep me sane. That feeling when I clicked the tab it wouldn't load and refreshing nor resetting my vpn wasn't changing that, it almost felt like I'd come home to find my flat's been robbed.

Having this access to information that I can track and cross check and use to verify other information against, and just use to keep tabs on how everything around us is falling apart, has become such a huge part of my daily routines. And knowing this stuff feels like it's become part of my identity now.

I am REALLY not looking forward to the day when enough shit has built up on the fan that access to this information becomes inaccessable. Hopefully it won't be for a few years yet, even thinking about this gives me dread.