I was getting ready to go out. I put on a bra, and slipped on a pair of jeans. It was a mundane moment, but I felt the jeans snug around my butt and hips, and as I pulled the jeans up, I felt the material pushing up into my groin where my genitals used to be, my body fitted the jeans, finally.

Walking across the room to get the rest of my clothes, I suddenly felt so extremely and inexplicably happy, even doped - the feeling of a good pair of jeans made me feel better than drugs do. It took me by surprise, I never expected to feel this way.